from Les derniers poèmes d’Amour
Book of Flesh
I am a man in a vacuum
Deaf, blind, dumb
Perched on an immense pedestal of black silence
Nothing this limitless oblivion
This absolute of zeroes without end
A completed solitude
The day is without stain and the night is pure
Sometimes I take your sandals
And I walk toward you
Sometimes I wear your dress
And I have your breasts and your belly
Then I see myself beneath your mask
And I recognize myself
A Single Smile
A single smile fought
the stars as the night deepened
A single smile for us two
And the azure of your smiling eyes
Against the night’s mass
Found its flame in my eyes
I saw because I had to know
As night created day
That we did not change shape.
Between Moon and Sun
I said it was graceful and luminous
Your nakedness licks my child’s eyes
The happy hunters are ecstatic
To have raised a transparent prey
That dilates in a vase without water
Like a seed in the shadow of a stone
I see you naked knotted arabesque
A soft hand as the clock strikes
The sun spreads out along the day
Plaited rays my pleasures mat
The Power of Hope
I may as well avow my fate:
Nothing of my own. I’ve been dispossessed
And the roads that lead to my death
I travel, a bent slave
My pain alone is mine
Tears, sweat, and hard hard work.
I am an object of pity
An object of shame in the strong world’s eyes.
My food and drink is envy
Like another enough to drive me mad
Burning nostalgia for sleep:
In the heat, without end, like a beast.
I sleep too little, never go out
Don’t fuck around much
Yet my heart, empty, goes on
Does not deviate from pain.
I could have laughed, drunk with my caprice.
Dawn could make its nest in me
And shine, subtle and protective,
On those like me, now in bloom.
Do not pity me, since it’s you
Who are rigid and without justice:
A day will come when I’ll be among
The boulders of a living edifice,
The immense crowd where man is friend.
